Friday, August 26, 2005

Oh dear.

tell me; what the fuck happened to you? it's clearly evident that you don't want me around anymore, but for the love of god, show that there's still some compassion in you. you've morphed into something ugly and beastly, and i'm hurt.

i want someone or something that i can go home to everyday without crying my eyes out in self-pity. i know, i shouldn't be complaining but loneliness is getting to me and i can't simply take it all in and swallow it down. i'm tired of thinking that my daily life's better off without anyone - it's tiring to play pretend with myself all the time.

boohoo, i didn't intend on making such a sad and whiny-ass post like this but i can't help it. it sucks feeling lousy and it sucks even more bottling the frustration up inside.

oh blah, i just need a hug & some Mcdonalds', that's all.

♥
8:49 pm